A message from Anonymous
Is it common for a borderline to think about problems that dont matter anymore that are in the past and then just start crying or feeling down for a bit?
A reply from brokenborderline

I’m not sure about other people, but I often think about things in the past that shouldn’t matter anymore. I usually end up reliving the emotions I felt at the time and sometimes it can affect the present, making me paranoid and making me feel like it’s happening again.

I think the reinforcement team member session is going to be cancelled.

There was only one other person bringing someone, and she just text me saying that they can’t make it.

I’m not having this thing just for me, oh god. I guess it’ll be rearranged. It annoyed me because I’ve been worrying about this and now I’ve got to go through it all again, and what if it’s not even rearranged.

Can not deal with these last minute changes.

A message from Anonymous
What's the age gap between you two? How did you meet?

Lol ask me off of anon and I might answer you.

crownkind:

diedeadied:

ATTENTION: BPD DOES NOT STAND FOR BIPOLAR DISORDER

really important! BPD is borderline personality disorder. the acronym for bipolar disorder is BD.

other acronyms that get confused: DPD (depersonalization disorder) and DID (disassociatve identity disorder), among others. educating yourself about mental illness is so important and really helps prevent mistakes like this!

yourborderlinepersonality:

Kissing reduces anxiety. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.

Ok so I have my STEPPS group tomorrow and afterwards there’s a hour session involving our ‘reinforcement team member’ - for me this is my gf (and I really hope she learns some more about bpd).This session has a lot of potential..

I am nervous about it tho. Firstly we’re gay and secondly there’s a significant age gap. I’m scared of being judged, but I’m trying to keep telling myself that these people opinions are nothing to me. Okay time for a little distraction in the form of Netflix.

""Never cut a tree down in the wintertime. Never make a negative decision in the low time. Never make your most important decisions when you are in your worst moods. Wait. Be patient. The storm will pass. The spring will come." - Robert Schuller"
"Everything is temporary."
3 words that completely changed my life once I fully accepted them (via conflictingheart)

Drove to London this morning, met friends newborn, she is so lovely, now I’m broody. A broody mess ahha.

Visited my mum on the way home, that was nice too.

Glad to be back now tho, I’m sooo tired. Last night is why I try not to drink 🙈 oh god so awful and embarrassing.