I had a really good day/evening with my brother. I’m at my mums now, she was asleep when I got in. I’m feeling a little lost.

And I’m so scared about tomorrow omg.

I’m going to get in bed and read my book. I’m just sitting here worrying lol

"You have to learn to say no without feeling guilty. Setting boundaries is healthy. You need to learn to respect and take care of yourself."
Unknown (via mourningmelody)

I’ve been packing for my couple nights away. Ordered pizza and a slice of chocolate fudge cake.

I’m kind of anxious but that’s just because I’m leaving my house tomorrow. I’ve been practicing my breathing exercises. It’s probably helped.

Stayed up all last night and slept most of the day. My sense of time feels a little warped.


Its hard for people without depression to understand when some days that just dropping a cup of water will bring you to tears because they think oh this is just one little thing but you see it as oh my god I can’t even get water without fucking up and now I’ve made a huge mess I shouldn’t even try